holidays...

You always say you're hurt

Deep down inside it’s a struggle

I try to call you to join me

Under my umbrella

You’re too sunny there, you say,

Listen to the rain

I don't know what you've been through

But life's cruel to me too

I’m not all that sunny and bright

But I try to be happy

You tell me to try too much, you say,

Listen to the rain.

You feel never loved, maybe.

In your heart there's certain longing.

I’m not a perfect angel from above.

But I’m going to give all the love I’ve got.

People lie about love, you say,

Listen to the rain.

But why does it rain, oppa?

Why does it fall on everyone everywhere?

Oppa it doesn't rain because the clouds are crying.

It doesn't rain because the clouds are urinating.

It rains, so that

You can realize whose

Holding the umbrella and calling your name.

I've heard dbsk is breaking up.
that was a long time ago.

posting.

went shopping with grandma~

in financial literacy course now.
our group lost,haha.
we invested ALL OUR MONEY in wilmar.
and then wilmar lost $0.80.
so we have like,87 k left.and every one has about 95k.

oh well.it was kinda funny.
cos when the guy looked at our shares he was like-don't be a banker.

using coconut face wash now
i have the strawberry,mango,orange,and shea one too.
its from body shop and it smells AWESOME.
annabel gave it to me.
how does she know i love body shop?(:

xoxo,
okimomo

adopt your own virtual pet!

went to the zoo with annabel today(:

hellooooo.
got back from ROCs yesterday.was UBER fun.
like,i got to know everyone a lot better.including my form teacher.
too much to write lah,too many happy memories.
grand blue wave hotel is perhaps haunted o.o
equatorial hotel was ok.

will write more...
sometime.or never.

whoops.ithink i broke my promise again.
didnt blog for a looooong time.
teeheehee.

i think i'm really vusy.
even after exams i have to compile dramams.
and the friggin thing wont save.
cos there's the same problem with every computer i go.
stuuuuuuupid.

i hate windows movie maker from now on.
even though there are some really pro stuff you can do there.
tomorow going for rocs2.
hopw it will be fun.
ihavent finished packing my luggage though.
feeling very lazy.

later not going out to eat.
my sister has to stay home and stardy.

aiyoh.
afterexams also cannot go out.
sad man.

but ook,at least rocs will be more fun than watching paint dry.

and i've already finished writing my book.
on the sequel now.
lazy to write.

ah shoot.i feel like a pig.lazy to do anything.
so i will write,get drawn into the world,and soon i will forget my laziness.
...
...
i hope.

xoxo,
okimomo

omigosh.
i havent posted for like,what,how long?
and i'm sick now,free, so might as well.
i think people post most when they're sick so i guess i'm normal.
kara's blog was funny to read.
that kara,her thoughts are quite like mine.
only i'd never tell her.
muahahaha.

today was a day of terrible headache.
woke up with this throbbing headache i found gets worse when i tilt my head down.
so had to go everywhere and do things which do not involve bending down.

and tomorrow's Monday and i dont think i can go back to school yet.
i have like what,8 days of MC?

sheesh.i think 8 days is a bit too much.
even for paranoid people like me.

ok,ok.i admit i'm paranoid.
i check my temperature every 15 minutes,so what?!
its only cos i'm afraid of my brain burning up and then i go mad and become and invalid.
and then what would become of my soul and my life?

not that invalids don't have souls.

argh.
i think there's a physics test tomorow.good thing i'm not going to school.but that means i'll have to make it up or something.
or if its on tuesday then all's well.
but i'm bad at physics.

i'm planning to take monday off so i can finish my homeowrk.[the slacker at heart,me,has not finished her history homework which was due last fri,the day i fell really sick[

hahah.

but i hate being sick.

off too find something else to do,
okimomo

hi!
feeling hyyyyyperrrr now
rrrrrrrrrraawrrrrrrrrrr
shall not post for fear of people not being able to rrrrrrrrrrrread it.

luurrrrrrrrve ya.
okimomoooooooo

so long never post,my blog is DYING.
but not like anyone is reading anyway,
or that i can see the cbox.
HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!1
so much happened,lazy to write.
haha
so there.
HYPPPPPPPPPPPPERRRRRRR!

CYA.

hello
not blogged in a looong time.
i'm so glas i passed pft!
and got a B for shuttle run too!
i was so elated i bounced around the whole day even with my tired soul.
thats how happy i was.
weehee.
and i maneged to pass pull ups too!
i think this year i can actually get something.
i never got much for napfa before,cos of the stupid pullups.
but i finally figured out how to do it!
wakakaka.
i think next year i shall pass napfa toooo!

xoxo,
a too elated okimomo

sarayu lost her phone.and shes sad.
but seriously,your life cannot revolve around technology.
or the day there isnt technology you die.
a slow and horrble death
but 'm concerned about finding her phone.i guess i'm no detective,but oh well.
sachitha's phone was there too,but its wasnt stolen in class.
sarayu and sachitha were allegedly the only people there.
lets solve.
sachitha was there.when sarayu found out her phone was loast,first instinct was to say'dont cry'
the classroom was purportedly empty,it was after school,round 5.
it mustve been kinda evenning light then.i think i was in the school around the same time too.
but i didnt see no one.
other people from othere classes have lost their phones and ipods before.
i think they can check the cctv.
but for now i think sarayu shouldnt tell anyone else not clase to her about the lost phone.
the culprit might be amoing the students.
who else would know the school so well?
but the problem is,there is no cctv near our class.
shoot lor.
hope she finds her phone soon.
xoxo,
okimomo

weehee.
today was the most typical sunday.ever.
i wrote,studied,and went out.
which is what i usually do on sundays.
rayus...still sick.wonder what her immune system is doing,slacking?
i think i might be getting sick too.all that curry is making my insides turn and turn.
note to self-abstain from spicy stuff tomorow.
and i;m having a cough,too.
note to self 2-abstain from sweets >.<

that ones gonna be hard.
waaaah.....i love sweets.
but for my health's sake i will abtain.

xoxo,
okimomo

it was a good day for rayu to miss school yesterday.the teachers seemed pained to teach,and therefore didnt teach mush.even miss tan didnt teach much;she couldnt squeeze answers outta us.

perhaps it felt weird that rayu wasnt there,even though she doesnt talk much most of the time.initially i thought she'd fainted.turns out she did.think we have some telepathy?

wahaha.i guess friends do have some connection,after all.
theres nothing mcuh to say about my life,its been a pretty sad week,alll the test coming in but with no good resuts on either of them.
i only hope i do well for my history test,its the only test i have at least some assurance for.
chip broke her arm,but its really not that bad lahs.hte cast is getting all smelly already,and she int like it.
poor chip.hope she gets better soon
hope rayu feels better soon.
actually its worse to feel sick than to be sick.
its odd how when youre sick you never feel sick,but in school you feel sick half he time even when youre healthy.
oh well,more orange juice for me then,think i'll go grab some now.

xoxo,
okimomo

tomorows chem practical
mrs lims gonna give us some clear solutions and we're gonna have to test what they are.
and i havent memorised the reactions and stuff.
so i bet i;m gonna die.
but before i die i'll have at least a million explosions,then die
ahhhh.
i havent studied.
lets list down.

test for colbalt thing.
put hydrocloric acd then put colblat paper to test for water.

the sodium chlorate thing....
add hydrocloric acid and out comes chlorie.
put blue litmus paper in the gas then it will turn red and bleach

the hydrogen peroxide...
put that grenn powder which i think is er....manganesesomething and then
test for oxygen with a burningn splint.

magnesium+hydrocloric acid=hydrogen.-test for with a splint,thereafter it will go pop.

sodium sulfite add hydrochloric acid-orange liguid tuen gree.

copper carbonate add hydrochloric acid-then test for the carbon dioxide with lime water.

sorry to have to post this...i think better while typing.

hello.


i feel like i have a lot to say


havent been blogging for so long,i need to spit it all out.


a few days ago me n 2 friends had a spat with a certain person.


this certain person does not do work for almost all our projects.


lets call her....it.


if our group were to be a fast food restaurant,me and sarayu would be full time workers,putting burgers together.


abigail would be part time,whe is frying french fries.


the last person might as well be non-existent,she is in the kitchen absobing smell.


and she walks out of the kitchen with the smells,and uses them as proof that she 'worked'.


i hate slackers like these,especially when i'm not the slacker.





i died yesterday during PE.


helooooooooo?ran 9 rounds.


'nuff said.the story you go imagine yourself.





marian wasnt in school for 2 days.


she had choir concert,and caught the flu via freezing feet.


hope she gets better soon.





lifescience experiment was just too gross/


we used saline to wash our mouths.gross.and it tasted like pee.not that i have ever tasted pee.


eww.


and i had too little cells.i shall protest.we are torturing our tastebuds in the name of science.all hail us.





i have a musical coming up,and i am going to wear DRESS.


excuse me,like,a dress.


see below:


i hate myself,for being fat.
at the same time,i love myself.for being me.
the world will shake when a woman wakes up and says:i love my body.
yes.
and only a woman can stand in front of a cupbprad full of clothes and say:
i have nothing to wear!
thereafter she will break down and cry.

DUH.

xoxo,
Joni

PS,I AHAVE STARTED A STORY BLOG,FOR ME.
AND I'VE WRITTEN ON IT.
GO SEE!
www.wish-uponapeach.blogspot.com

i've never really thought seriously about what i wanna be when i grow up
i wanted to be a conductor,but i setriously doint think thats really possible,because there are so many other people in my class who are better than me in music,and i f one of them were to want to be a conductor,i would be beaten hands down.
and a model.
i'm tall enough,but not thin enough.but if i lost weight,then maybe.
come on,i can pose!have you seen my profile pics....
wait,they got lost together with some file from my crashed thumbdrive,shoot,i'll just have to go take new ones...
i guess i should never buy thumbdrives from china.
never,ever.

and maybe i can be a pilot.but i suck at driving,except for maybe driving people up the wall.
but thats only when i'm high.
when i'm high i can crap rainbows.

and then people will se a rainbow and go 'nice rainbow'
'yeah,joni crapped it'

...

maybe i can be a doctor?
but i dont think i'm smart enough
so maybe i'll screw up and kill the poor person.

maybe i can just be me.

and just die with no money whatsoever.
or be a tai tai.then i can sit around and point nails all day.

bother,who would wanna marry me?
wait,let me rephrase that.which rich man would wanna marry me?
they'll probably all be banchelors anyway.

probably...


off to mope,
okimomo

the podcast photos in my thumbdrive got deleted by a virus..
.and summore only that.
so sadd....
and i have to do it all over again.
i shall mope in a corner....

hello
its early mornng and i'm blogging
shows how addicted i am to the com
anyway,i was thinking,
what is this season's fashion?
and i seriously dont know
i was also thinking
what does the prime minister do in his free time?
not that i think he has much free time,anyway
but what would he do if he had free time?
and what did he do in his free time before he became do prime minister.
hmm...
maybe he surfs the net.
maybe he reads tabloids.
maybe he does nothing.
does he go to church?

wahahaa
all the things he could do.
but i'm still back to wondering what he does.
any suggestions?

xoxo,
your okimomo

heyo...
today stayed at home most day to stufy...
booo...
but went out.
:)
nothing much here to post.
but heres a funny vid:)

I am officially depressed now.
My overall is too low, to even satisfy my mum.
But her expectations are too high.
And if I don’t meet her expectations, I don’t get to go to the rocs 2.
And I didn’t even go to rocs 1 last year because of her.
I hate it when she has to to stop my happiness.
Life is hard, and unfair, especially for me.
Most of my friends went for all the rocs,and I dint even go for one.
And I probably cant even go to the end of year sbc trip either.
Stupid expectations.
There are only two ways out.
Either I kill myself, or get 75% for sa1.
The 75% is virtually impossible, unless I swop brains with someone smarter than I.
But no,I am not smart enough to even know someone who can even do that.
I feel so left out of my class society,and my mum aint making it any better.my social life is in ruin, because she wont even let me go out with my friends unless I keep scoring 75% for my exams.
Virtually impossible,I tell you,impossible.
I think she is doing this,because she dint have a very happy childhood either.
She was a nerd who did well for every subject,and never went out with her friends.
But let me get this staright.i am not a nerd,and I need to go out with my friends to have fun
Right now she thinks going on the computer is unwinding enough.it is not.
I hate mym life.
Miracles happen.not like thw wind blowing flower petals from the first storye to the eighth storey[well,that DID happen]but a total change of life.like,I wanna be thinner,wanna be smarter.but we all know that cont happen,unless I switch souls with a certain person.
Maybe ,my sister.
Shes tall,thin,and smart,and does sports well.i hate how I’m always being compared to her.you shouldn’t.its wrong and morally wrong.

I shall go fling myself off the building,and that will be the end of my troubles,the end of my misery,and the beginning of a new phrase.
But we all know I cant do that because a lot of people will cry but not attend my funeral.and it wont leave a good impression on anybody,and I have no legacy for people to tel of.
And I haven’t even found love yet,I’ve not been throught life.
I’ve lived for 14 years,and sick of it.
Shoot.i;m all messed up.

hello.

heys people.
i guess my day wasnt so bad today.
i woke up late this morn,at 6.20.i left the house at 6.25.an amazing person i am.

we had chapel in the morning,and shree was nodding off to sleep.frinkly,the chapel is kinda boring sometimes,even i could nod off to sleep.
except for maybe the worship.
and then we had math,whereby i presented a method for simultanous uquations,where i slipped a word and mrs poh talked non stop about it,thinking i had the wrong concept.but i guess it really doesnt matter how you say things,you just need to know how to do it.
so my day wasnt half bad till then.
and then we had free period for social studies,mrs raj wasnt in school.and then she assigned us to get into groups of 4 for the project.i think half my,they're the usual slackers,but i guess it really isnt that hard to do it.
but the thing that really sucks is that i dont like them.i hate people who dontn do their part for group work,and when the credits roll,they protest,saying they in fact have done some things.
and they dont even give moral support.some classmates i have.
i wonder why they are even in sbc.
bother.i shall not mope.
art wasnt too bad,though the video we were shown was not the most interesting.
and i shall not even start talking about chinese.
i think one good think we can say about today was that it rained.pardon me,i love the rain,getting all wet and stuff.
cooling,too.

i think i shall not go further.
ti'm thinkin of organising a class singing competition during the party,but i'm not tooo sure it will work.we have some pretty passive people around./
though i'm sure kara will join.

xoxo,
Okimomo

heys...
i have just been assigned a movie project by sam.its like,so mundane.
and i dread doing it,cos it involves a lot of clicking,and i am using a laptop.why did soof have to assign us a movie project....
and why do i have to be able to use windows movie maker.
and so now,i'm in a foul mood.
but at least i can use the com...
but what is the use if all your music is not on this com,anyway.
* fume fume*

i ahte the way computers cant read your mind.

xoxo,
okimomo

hello
to day i went walking.so i went to the canal at the back of my house and started.i walked and walked,as if though time was not of essence.
i thought i couldnt get very far,in 20 minutes.i mean,if i am walking at a speed of 4 km an hour,where can i go?
so i walked and exited into a set of private housing called werde park.i have no idea where that is,or was.
i walked in the direction of the main road,and realised this:
hey!i'm in yew tee!
that would mean i have walked 2 kilometres,because yew tee is at least 2 km from my house.whoa.
and then i thought i knew how to get back from there,because i am rather direction smart,or so i thought.
i didnt have a compass.so i walked sommore and saw yew tee mrt.shoot,thats a long way from my house.
at that point,i had already be.en walking for 45 minutes.
so i walked.and i recognised alyssa's house.i was happy because i knew how to get home from there.so i walked home.
by boy,did my feet kill me.
i'm home now,taken a shower and rested for a couple of hours.
moral of the walk:dont think you know anything.always assume you do not know anything.

bah,and i thought i got lost too

but anyway,it was a scenic walk.and there were alot of tall people.
so i'm not tht tall after alll,whoopee.
no offence to tallies.

ahahaha.

and now i'm getting ready to go to church.i'm wearing a dungaree,wonder what people' say.

xoxo,
Joni

down lodaing songs now.
sarayu has been asking me for tham
and i need new inpu
my songbank is running dry
currently listening to-
kanye west new album
simple plan leatest[i know its kinda late]
taylor swift latest[fearless]
and a few others

seeya
joni

at home now alone...
mum left me home to study.
i'm suppsed to be studying at home nowbut whatever.
no one is watching,and i've pretty much been studying the whole afternoon already.mum believes that i've only been studying for 3 hours,when i've already been studying for around 6,from 10 am to 4.30 pm,with a luch break in between.
does she seriously think that studying cant kill?
most likey cause of death-death by too much studying.
but there was this quiz i took which said that my most likelly cause of death is old age.
my foot.
i'll die by studying before i die of old age,whichever comes first.
so,how can i make light of this studying situation?
by not moping about not being able to go out,and using the com.
i know dionnis does that,but thats because she doesnt want to go out.
i want to go out,but i cant.i'm not a stay at home nut,i NEED my fresh air...

on to happier things,i finished my composition,but its out of the word limit.actually,i think many people face that problem........

ahahaha...
lets wacky around now.
latest album(s) i'm listening to:
fearless by taylor swift,
funhouse by pink.
freedom by akon[not reccomended if you do not like repetitive songs.i dont like it]
i am...sasha firece by beyonce,
the fame by lady gaga.

yes,i have all these albums.if you happen to want one of these albums or any songs fromthem,do drop me an sms...

to the facebook and beyond.........
xoxo,
okimomo

i have finally decided to post!
after days of editing my blogskin but not posting anything,i have come to this conclusion:
no matter how nice your blogskin is,if you don't post,there is essentially DEAD.
ah well...
you know,there are some day,where there are a lot of things you have to do,errands to run,and chores calling,
but you just wanna sit there in the sun and relax,
and then you start to procrastinate about the stuff you have to do...
and nothing gets done anyway.
but when the time come,you realise that what you thought were important wasn't important at all,and the consequences of not doing them,really arent all that BAD.
take my Sunday for example,
i had to mop the floor,play piano,study and do homework.
but i lazed on the floor,enjoying the breeze.
ah well,and i screwed up mopping the floor to.
i made oodles of puddles,and skidded around on them with my sister.
that was lame,but fun
we pretended we were something like 'disney on ice'
hahaha.stress relief can come in many forms,my friends...
whats your favourite form of stress relief?
heh heh.and today,my chinese teacher wasnt here!!!
so me,hui yan and karen had a great time telling lame jokes,and playing p2 games...

my friends,it may sound like i am really off my ROCKERS now,and i am crazy,but i am not.
i am just a peach under stress.
peaches under stress do not function well,as you might presume...
hahahahaha,
but i dont really care.

xoxo,
okimomo

hello,
today went to don don'd house.had fun,but we werent very productive in doing the math board game lor...
but we watched some really funny videos.
haha.
and we printed out the math game money.so cuteeee..
and dont get me wrong,we wernreally going for es appeal though.
and we didnt really get anything done,except cut out the game board squares....

xoxo,
okimomo
cool video:

i am so rough with myself.
i don't even sit down properly.
when i sit down,i whack into a chair.in case you wonder what that looks like,go try it your self.
step 1-find a chair
step 2-fall very hard on it.
yup that's it.one day,I'm going to break my ass bones.
and when i fall and get hurt,i cant be bothered to fuss bout the pain.
the only think i usually fuss about is people thinking I'm not OK and getting all worried about me.
well,at least i know they care.
sorry if there are any spelling mistakes,I'm typing really fast.
BTW,i never really learned to type the right Way.now,its my right hand doing most of the work.
i feel that my head might not be connected to my hands.
they never do what i Tell it to do.
when i tell then to writ neatly,they chicken scrawl.
not that i hate my hands or my handwriting,but i believe there is lots of room for improvement.
and today our group nearly presented for geography,and we did not bring any prizes.
so we made last minute bookmarks.
only to discover that we didn't have to present today.
ha.
ah well,did i mention that my class takes too long for presentations?
not that its anything to complain about.
see you around,people.
xoxo,
okimomo

hi,
i'm so bored.
all my dad's ex-students are here at the house,as they do every year.
but this time its different.it used to be so much fun.i dont know why its different this year.a whole group of them are playing mahjhong,and theres two girls left out.
now normally i would sociallise with them,but...
ther'ye so quiet.
they dont want to do any thing but walk around the hoyuse.
wonder what i should do.....
BACK.
they left already,and i had a good time playing mahjong with the guys.they're all in their late twenties,but oh whatever.they're fun
they girls just like to sit around and talk.
xoxo,
okimomo

i think today i had a lot of fun at the cell cny party.
it was great,talking to all my friends.
and in the bus i caught up with isaac,a long time no see friend.
i think we were in the same cell once[parent's]
we had a lot of fun together once.
i think.i dont remember much about what i did as a child.i just remember people and their voices.
and thier faces too.and how much fun we had doing who knows what.
i wish to relive those memories.to go back in time.
xoxo,
okimomo

booo.....
today was pretty normal for a Wednesday.
during PE we had to run 6 rounds.
and i walked half of it.
i know that if i tried i could do it faster.but i didn't try.
so there.
but i still sweated a lot.
hot weather.
blog more tommorow.lots of hw to do

hello evryone,
i have just stumbled upon a thought.
can you imagine that your parents are each other's 'love of their life'?
do they behave so?
i can t imagine....
i wanna find the love of my life.
quote kokoro robot : 'a charming ,handsome man with a heart of gold'
yup yup.
i dont think he's there yet.

xoxo,
Joni

people,if you wanna see photos,go to my photo blog.
www.momo-snaps.blogspot.com

hello.
in the library now.
today was kinda of sad.
got infocomn laeter though.
during math i was posted as a peer tutor.
and i hardly know how to do the first question.
i know how to do the rest,but how am i to explain it to people when i teach them?
i have this system of thought,but i can never explain it,because it all happens so fas mentally,i cant slow down either.
i wish there wass some one who could read my thoughts.but that would intrude my privacy.
speaking of privacy,yesterday we had Future Problem Solving Practice.
and it was about the future,where you had tattos on your face to tell the world who your family is,where you come from,and your name.
then people can read who you are just from your face.
you have no secrets obout your family background,even to strangers.
how sad is that.
and in the future scene they stated that it was vcompulsory for all citizens of the continental coalition.
when i went home yesterday i found out the meaning of coalition from the dictionary.
coalition-a group of countries who unite for a special shared purpose[usually for a limited period of time]
why do those people need tattos?
i think it mostly only benefits the government.then they can read who you are.
and did i mention that the tattos were like microchips installed into you.people can track where you are,and your parents can tak to you through it.
so gross.i dont want my mother tracking me all the ime.
and the government,too can track where you are.
its like spying,on a worse basis.
right?

wondering how to do math later.....

xoxo,
Joni

today went to school as usual.
abby's LA group had to re-present their LA project.but it wasnt very good so they got told off by miss tan.
and then they got a huge 'reasoning-cum-scolding'
which made the atmosphere in the class [almost]unbearably tense.
but the group after was quite OK,so that calmed miss tan down a beeeeeeeet.
miss tan can be kind of scary,but I'm sure shes really nice,and she's a good teacher.
shouldn't blog about teachers too much.
today was reading a book about Bigfoot.
not that i believe Bigfoot exist,but its interesting to read.
why do naive people believe?
are the bogus scientists THAT convincing???
i don't think so.all their evidence in photos are so blur lor.
looks fishy from the first glance.
anyways....
will blog more tomorrow.
i promise.
xoxo,
Joni

nothing to study yet i'm asked to study
sadsadsad

hello...
got mc today still go to school.
i suddenly feel so lonely.i'm in the com lab now with kara,and although she is my[supposedly] captive audience.
but she has her earphones on and everytime i talk to her she goes 'hah?' and gets freakishly close to me.
not that i mind though,but she usually listens.
i need someone to talk to now...
there is a clique of 5 in my class,the exclusive few.
Half of them used to be my friends,but now they just ignore me like i dont exist.
Friends matter,and what they're doing is effectively cutting my social circle by half.
i wish i was in their clique.
i know abby is still my friends cus she called me last night to tell me the omework and stuff.kara called too.
i'm in sarayu and abby's group for ISO,and i'm hoping that might give me some chances to sort it out with them and be better friends.
but if all does not go as i expect,i will just be the lonely person in otwo tee without anyone knowing.
not that i am the only person without a clique.a few others do not have a clique too,but they all dont seem to mind because they are not very social people.
I wish i had at least someone who can understand me to talk to.
kara barely i understands,i think.
our conversations always drive somewhere around the anime/manga line.not that i dont like manga,although i am a jap freak.
but i have more to life.like love,mental,social.one person wil not satisfy that talking need.
and today i am not even going for infocomn because mum insist i go home and rest.
i'm fine,seriously.
I am not a otaku.kara is,although she claims she isnt obsessed.its so obvious,she is.
i think sachitha feels the same as me,but she keeps herself busy with a book so she wont think so much.
i dont do that,because i hate reading in class,although i used to,inprimary school.but they just call me a nerd.
no one does that in mgs,because everyone live reading because'reading is fun'.

xoxo,
Joni

sick today...
so no school.is that good or is that bad?
who cares...
i'm boredd at home.
no one to talk to online,everyones offline cos thereyre at school.
you know i think that if i dash to school now,i can actually make it.
i'm feeling so much better from last night[panadol works,ok..]
and i'm not even running a high temperature.
so i shall go to school tomorow.
and to think last night i worried that if i went to school,i would faint somewhere on the bus or during assembly.
boredboredbored.
so i shall go and play audition now.
very long time never play liao.
xoxo,
Joni

i have reached the 100th post!

i hate the way my mum hardly understands what i think.she assumes i have no homework,so she makes me clean cupboards.then she assumes i am on the computer for no reason at all,so she screams at me for going on it in the forst place.i NEED to do my chem and my LA.

heys...

to tired to blog today...

ahaha...

hello hello!

heys!talking to kezia...she just changed her blog to pink...ew.its burning my eyes and my inner soul.the conversations like this:

hey everyone!

been busy.will not blog too soon

heyo!
today i went to rhema...so fun!
actually our church not so bad lah...people very nice..
and i thought people were so cold..
and if i actually counted,i know at least 70 people in youth!
well..not very good friends,but can strike up a good conversation...
i gtg sleep now.
byee!
[and ps eunice is very annoying everytime take my phone.i think she's addicted to the game]
xoxo,
okimomo

hello!

If this post sounds like a bullet train,do forgive me,bearing in mind that i have over a thousand thoughts going through my mind now and less than 5 minutes to say them all.

1.today was rhema,and i had great fun,coming back more spirit-filled than i came.
2.today was really moving,seeing that many were crying out for their protion of the spirit.
3.today at dinner,the church choir sang,and [my]crush sang the tenor solo!
how cool is that.wonder what made him join the choir.must be someone with tons of persuasion skills.[cos from what i know,he takes a lot of persuasion to take up commitments]
so much adreline going through my head now,and very tired and trembling hands to type them.
actually the church choir was kind of good,just that some of the songs were kind of..
old.

before dinner we had rhema rush.it was this life-sized human game of risk[the domination game]
and i was [almost!]a prisoner of war.
well..cos i didnt voluteer to be one when my team lost at the mini games.
and we were so ambitious we forgot to defend our colonized areas,so we ended up with NO TERRITORY.
bwahaha
i feel so high..
but i can sleep,thanks to crush's 'go tell it on the mountains' song.
WARNING:DO NOT GET A CRUSH ON SOMEONE WHO CAN SING,FOR YOU WILL BE HUMMING THE TUNES HE SANG ALL THE WAY HOME
bwahaha.so much for getting over a crush.
xoxo,
gonna sleep now,
Joni.
[and did i mention crushes do not take up half of my mind already?i am NOT boy crazy]

[ok..maybe a little]

hello!on the mac now WITH MSN.

hello!
need halp with my MSN.not working lor.i think this computer a bit sop one,everytime break down and got bugs.then my sister's msn working...and she doesnt use it.i think i'll go ask her if i can use it...
BSCK!
she let me!!
yaay!
bye

hello!
blogging here.i cant believe i'm playing neopets...
kid alert,kid alert.
i used to play neopets,but quit around p3,cos i found it kiddy.
well,whaddaya know?
i guess i need a break from reality.maple wont load on my com.
so what else is there to play.
any suggestions?
xoxo,
Joni

hello everyone!
i went to the barbeque yesterday at joseph's house.so fun lor.chasing people and pushing them in to the pool.
here is a list of people that i pushed into the pool:
joseph
joy
emil
janaan
myself[cos i fell in]
other than that,we played games.
the most fun part was chasing people.
guys are so cute when they're running away,or shocked,or pretend to cry after being pushed into the pool.
i bet they found the girls cute too.
but the rest of the girls in my cell keep hurling insults at the guys.
i dunno why.i think its a mentality we have to change.
and jessica was being goalkeeper whils playin captain's ball[captains waterbomb,actually]
bwahaha
we didnt eat til 8plus.
by then we were starving,so we ate like barbarians.
i have to be mindful not to eat,talk,and laugh like one.
hmm..
how do i do that,i have no idea.
byes,
Joni

hello!
sorry i didnt update recently.having problems with the com...
now typing with a uber retarded keyboard.
so whats going on in my life now?
today i went to plaza sing to buy a dress.its black and im meant to wear it to my aunt's wedding.my sister is the flower girl[although she is already eight and no longer looks small/chubby/cute or anything that will charm.]but its a little bizarre,seeing that she is 1.25m tall and still is a flower girl.i was flower girl many times before for a few relatives wedding..like around 5 i think.each time was a traumatic experience.itchy tights..weird puffy dresses and the like.I'm lucky that i retired from all flower girl duties at the age of 6,i guess i was a little too tall by then.like er..1.2?
I've always been tall.Lat us delve into the 'advantages'
of being a short giraffe.
you get to know when it rains faster.
you dont smell so many farts
fresher air.
you stand out in the crowd.
people look up to you[literally]
other than that,theres not much.did i mention that being tall comes with larger-than -average feet?yes it does.i'm a uk size7.5.which by the way,is large.but i guess my sister will catch up soon,seeing that at the mere age of 8,she is size 6.
i hope my feet dont grow anymore or else it will be really hard to find shy wont zip up to my chest[if you get what i mean.i shall not delve further]

the other day i went to marks and Spencer's,and tried on high heels.it felt really weird.when i first put them on,this lady was staring t me like i didnt have the right to tyr o shoes.
who cares,i dont need high heels.
who cares..why do people envy being tall?model type?not like i want to be a model.it would be nice but..if i really wanted to i would have to be on a serious diet of one apple a day before i look and less round.
fashion woes huh.most dresses dont fit me.the things wont zip up to my chest[i shall not delve further]but were dresses meant for flat boards?

no offence to anyone,
okimomo

oh hoho.i'm posting again.no one is coming to my blog.what is the use of this blog??

too lazy to post lately.but i shall keep this blog,because i created it,and it is my responsibility to mantain it.i hate people who delete blogs just because they are too lazy to post.those irresponsible people.

anyway,what shall i post about...

being a peach.
why am i a peach?because i like peaches and i look like one?
partially.i am rather pink and fuzzy[mammalian hair],but i am not round.
but i do like peaches.sweet juicy momos should all go march into my mouth.
do you know what a peach represents?girls and women.
and peach blossoms are beautiful,too.
i like peaches for a reason.they are fun and sweet to eat.peaches are pink,and although that may not be my favourite color,they are a nice hue,so perfect.
what kind of peaches do i like?the gigantic juicy kind that explode with a peachy juicy goodness[warning:eat over a sink]
why am i called a giant peach/ idunnno,go fugure.
xoxo,Joni

hello!blogging again!

hello!

at home now.watchging naruto.somehow i have this addiction to it i guess.

sorry i haven't been posting for a long time.computer not working.darn,i should really fix it soon.right now is the end of year FUNFAIR,AND I AM STONING IN THE LAB COS IF I DIDNT,I WOULD STATUE DOWNSTAIRS.i know i could very well go and watch people being dunked,but thats too sadist,huh.
anyway,later we have an infocomn meeting.i kinda regret that i joined infocomn all those months ago.i dont find it very productive.and all those talks days ago really put me into hibernation mode.
by the way,i think i will be very bored during the holidays,doing assesment all day long.so i will hibernate,until next year,waking up only to play com.yes,thats the life.and how will i deal with all the assesment in the hibernation mode?zombie around lor.mom doesnt let me go out with my friends.really,i think my social life is falling to bits.
i'm not going for the trip either.the only time i will go overseas is to malaysia.no where else.and maybe somewhere around december i wil have a church cell outing and camp.nothing much,after that.
hmm.maybe i could go to friends house for a sleepover,but i doubt mum will say yes.because,as i said earlier,she is trying to ruin my social life.
so for the holidays,i will just mope around.and i have to clean the house too.sad sad sad.not fun
i seriously think that school will be a lot more fun.
and did i mention that we have holiday home work?la,chinese,andchem.aaah!

lets escape from the claws of doom.and what will i do on the com?maybe i will start to watch an anime series,like bleach or something.kara wants me to watch d gray man.i really dont want to,so i will just ignore her.unless i am really stoning.but i doubt i will.i have a lot of bleach to watch.
see you,
Joni

naruto shippuden 42
Naruto Shippuden - Episode 42

ok,i have to admit,the first posting of my computer SCRAWL wasnt good.no way.

hello!posting again.

it suddenly start to ge cloudy.5 mins later,it starts pouring so heavily that you cant see the opposite block.
im not exaggerating.
i really cant see the next block lor.
the weather is gloomy just like me.
one day ill fly away and never come back...

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends
One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...

my com broke down.going to have to go fix it soon.meanwhile i'm posting on my macintosh.sad.how the keys are so flat.now i'm home alone.mu's gone out.
today history test was kinda hard.i was regurgitating everything i had but i dont think its enugh.i bet im not going to do very well for this test,just likE ALL THE OTHER TESTS.i never really did well for history,anyway.
wait..someting dropped outside.ill go have a look...
nothing.just the neighbours.crazy,aernt they?dropping plates all day.
i guess you just have to live with them.what else can you do?
i notice ive been changing.i thing its my personality.im becoming quieter than usual.maybe its all these tests i have.hope to be back to my crazy self after eoys.
not that its good to be crazy,though.dont follow my footsteps.being insane is not htat good,though being insane might add a little er..what to your life.i think the word was sugar.or salt.wait,i think its space.no wait,spice.yeah,spice.pardonme for my inablity to recall certain word.its just the trauma of history test.now its over i hope to get back to being Joni.
these days ive been all weirdish.
oh,and happy birthday to don don.
happy birthday don don!
best wishes for you.hoope you like your birthday present.i got you a doughnut tape dispenser.if you dont like it you can return it to me.i will be most delighted to keep it..



WHATS WITH ME AND THE FORMAL ENGLISH!ARGH!!!
*hypervetilate*
ok,i got to go now before i stress myself out blogging.
xoxo,Joni

What Your Handwriting Says About You
You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

today chem paper was quite easy.well,easier than expected.only one word equation
xD
so yeah.im bad at word equations,but at maximum its only one mark.bwa ha ha
im not sure,but
magnesium carbonate +hydrochloric acid= magnesium chloride + water,right?
oh yeah,carbon dioxide
one mark gone.
aah well.monday is history,and im a little nervous cos im real bad at history.wish me luck.

mums having pms.and that sucks.so bad.she barks at everyone for the slightest thing.even i dont do that.

today i was bathing,and while looking at my back in the miroor,i noticed i have a perfect circle on my back.so perfect that i bet if you used pie-r-square you can get the area
and where did i get it?swimsuit.yes,my swimsuit has a circle opening on the back
now how do i get rid of it?
no idea.cocao butter.but seriously,i wonder if that stuff actually works.like,they use it on pregnant ladies stretch marks but maybe its all a hoax.and people are tricked to put an edible food on their bellies.
ew.
nvm.while on the note of advertising,i have noticed 10 years ago that ads arent entirely real.yeah.the ribena vitamin c thing?phony
oh,and this will be one of the last times i will change skin.i like this one.better than any of the last ones.

i realised im becoming the shallow person i have never imagined myself to be.i dont want that!so depressing.and i know that if this carrys on ill become a cross between bimbo and bitch.
that would NOT be very nice thank you.
therefore,ishall post on something to think about.there was once a person who said there was a link between rce and intelligence.he stated that africa has the dumbest people.man,that guy is rasict.good thing he apologised.
but that still leaves me with a few thoughts.
is there truly and link between intelligence and physical features?
if so,why?
exerpt from wiki:
The consensus among intelligence researchers is that IQ differences between individuals of the same racial-ethnic group reflect real, functionally and socially significant, and substantially heritable differences in intelligenceThe contemporary debate on race and intelligence is about the nature and the causes of racial and ethnic differences in IQ test scores; many hypotheses have been proposed to explain racial-ethnic group differences in IQ. Certain environmental factors, such as nutrition, are thought to modulate IQ in children, and other influences have been hypothesized, including education level, richness of the early home environment, and other social, cultural, or economic factors.

if this is true,then certain cuntries,if not for their large size,would indefinitely lose out.some people say that all humans are equal.is this true?
i know this is a very rascist topic.i shall refrain from insulting anyone,but if i do,drop a note in the cbox.
the race-intelligence thing is probably due to different root.perhaps the ancestors were smarter?perhaps they taught their children in a different way?
if only we knew.
but imagine if there really was a huge difference,would that affect the way see onther races?there would be riots,with each race thinking their own is superior,when all men are,supposedly,equal.
i disagree.all men are ot equal,no matter how you make them out to be.
it all depends on how you see it.
but maybe there isnt a difference,and the sample size is just too small?and maybe iq isnt the way to test one's intelligence?
but you really cannot est everyone in the world.that would be stupid,cus whoever were to keep the info would have to hide his face from the world so as to not risk getting hacked to death.
people would be angry.people would be curious as to their intelligence.
but knowing your intelligence is a something that dampens your spirit.you will compare yourself to others,and suddenly you seem to think you are inferior.it prevents you from looking forward,to work harder.
you would think'why work harder?my intelligence will not differ from that number.

take an iq test,if you can.but dnt get depressed about the results.i my self have taken many,each with differing results.but there is a certain consistncy.that is,between 100 and 200.
yup.genius right?
lol.there are too many lah.
i will fit in something here though


1-19
Profound Mental Retardation
20–34
Severe Mental Retardation
35–49
Moderate Mental Retardation
50–69
Mild Mental Retardation
70–79
Borderline Mental Retardation
80-114
Average Intelligence
115-129
Bright
130-144
Moderately Gifted
145-159
Highly Gifted
160-175
Exceptionally Gifted
Over 175
Profoundly Gifted

yup,thats it for today.
tell me if you have any controvesial topics.i would love to try to think about them here.
xoxo,joni